define love

we are love lost
we beg for love
we are lost in lust
we hope for the one


Mean Monsters

Dear Old Miserable Woman
You are now coming to an age of menopause and depression
The world seems to take you for granted
Your husband, daughter and son treats you like a fool
mean monsters they are
You are forever hopeless with your parents dead
while their tombstone is still new and the soil is still red
there is no where to turn 
You start to lose your head - your logical senses are deteriorating  
It has been revealed that you are no longer sincere with your lifelong responsibility
Well you asked for it ( remember that dusty engagement ring you kept away?)
Better stop quick cause your good deeds are gone to absolute waste
To be fair, you have done an excellent job of nurturing your offspring
Too bad your negativity is taking a toll on you
You know your problem - but guess what you're concealing your lips
now what help can that bring to anyone
Pity you Old Miserable Woman
You have been through a lot in your life and now your paranoids is killing you silently
The truth remain a blur behinds those hours of nagging with your loud,noisy voice
echoing in the rooms filled with soulless human attached to their gadgets 
who are you talking to eventually?

Have Faith


''Buat mereka yang sudah bertemu jodoh seperti yang sudah tercatat di dalam 'nota' takdir masing-masing. Alhamdulillah...Buatku, belum dalam waktu ini.''

JODOH TIDAK AKAN BERKUNJUNG JIKA TIDAK DICARI








Dear childhood friend, congratulations! May Allah bless this wonderful marriage with health and happiness, and forever be in love with Him and your dearest husband. Insha Allah.

Bersih kuasa DUA

Rumahku syurgaku
Walau disebalik almari jati yang mewah 
Disisi takar-takar minyak mentah yang melimpah 
ada kepincangan yang disengajakan
Kini rumah ini ingin dibersihkan


Daki yang kotor itu ingin disental sekerasnya
sewajarnya dihapuskan segera
dengan dua berus bermata sembilu, berwarna kuning
tangan coklat juga sawo matang berhempas pulas
hairan juga putih langsat putih kemerahan tidak kelihatan
barangkali kepenatan bertandang ke rumah jiran sebelah
meminta simpati menjaja cerita dongeng
ada benarnya merancang jalan keluar apabila rumah sendiri tidak aman lagi


Operasi membersih ini masih giat dijalankan
ayuhlah bergotong royong membersih sambil besorak sorai
bemandikan asap bakar sampah yang perit
alangkah indahnya apabila yang dibakar itu maruah sendiri
selagi tikus belum puas membaiki labu
selagi itulah sudah terhantuk baru mahu terngadah



Freedom of Choice

we are the citizen of rationality and we talk through things.

Synopsis

... The warm daylight pours in from the french window of their bedroom and shines on their tanned bodies ; almost a beautiful potrait. In the stillness of the air ,she stares at him with devious smile. She moves closer towards him, pushing the silk duvet away from her legs. Her bosom touches his bare body as she kisses him sofly on the cheeks. 'Baby, wake up', she whispers to his ears. She caresses his toned chest, adoring him from his 'deeds' last night. A soft moan is heard, 'morning love. . .' a sincere smile carved on his lips. He pulls her nearer to him, tugging her in his  protecting arms. He gently kisses her on the forehead, 'Love, breakfast in bed?'.  


A short story in progress...watch out for it 


Aifaa Petra

oh woe is me

make it hard and raw
gentle force to the corner and savour
take control lead the charge - or surrender
lift it seek them further
down south the sub lines
steady till its ready
sparks that fly taste like ecstacy
oh woe is me
oh woe is me
oh woe is me
messy hair cloudy sight
rip the bow apart
untie the ribbons
splendid devious minds